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Well that cold streak came and went,
and brought a few days of nasty nasty heat after it...but it seems like we may be over the hump and truly on our way into Fall now. Which would be SO GREAT if that weren't just one of many seasons of clothing that don't fit me at all right now.
Yes, I have a closet FULL of awesome fall clothes. None of which I can even zip. [You may take that for hyperbole. You would be wrong.] And current scientific research suggests this really isn't the beer belly I thought it was since I've had all of one-half of one beer since July 26 (surgery) and haven't dropped an ounce.
No luck whatsoever finding an education-related way to make some money while in school this fall despite a trillion emails and applications and whatnot sent... and if I were even lucky enough to find such a job, I'd then have to go buy clothes I can't afford to have something to wear to the job. Which would kinda be defeating the "make money" purpose of it all by "spending money I don't have" to replace clothes that are undamaged and completely wearable if only my fat self hadn't expanded beyond their capacity to stretch.
Sigh.
Well. Off to do more homework and worry more about paying the bills. Sit in our apartment alone and worry, worry, worry, that's all we do around here.
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That sucks. All of it. But that photograph is SO GOOD! I know it was an accident, but really, I love it. Mysterious, moody, weird - and all in a good way.
oh dear.
sending you good vibes...